Wednesday, December 14, 2005
06:27 p.m.
To crush your enemies, see them driven before you, and the lamentation of their women.
That is what is best in life.
Wednesday, June 1, 2005
12:39 a.m.
Must.. push... on.... Never give up..
No game during the weekday. I must persevere and succeed. There is no time for failure. Strangely, I'm feeling quite depressed right now. I wish I could talk to someone, but these feelings must be suppressed and replaced with anger, fear, ambition, and the will to succeed. It is easier to use these feelings to push you forward, while depression only holds you back. There is only one path left to travel. I will take that road.
Sunday, May 22, 2005
11:49 p.m.
Confusion sets into my mind. I really don't know what to do. I can live in the darkness and be the master of the darkness or I can go through the dark tunnel and maybe come out to the other side, into the light. I really don't know what to do now. I know what I want to do, but is it plausible, especially in the limited time that I possess...
I know that if I take a chance and turn toward the light, I have found inspiration. But I don't know why I take trust in that inspiration. It's not my normal type of thinking to take inspiration from a source without over-analyzing the situation. I have no more to say...
Sunday, May 22, 2005
05:49 p.m.
The anger inside me became sadness. I must not let that happen again. Sadness brings despair and inaction. I must use anger to unlock all my potential. That will be the only way.
Tuesday, May 3, 2005
11:49 p.m.
E3
E3... I shall miss it this year. I think this is the first year that I've missed E3 since 1999. It will be a sad moment since I'm a huge video game fan and E3 has always been fun for me.
Things are no good. Darkness surrounds me and the path ahead is covered in darkness. I move forward one step at a time not knowing what I am moving toward. But the fire inside me burns. I will use it to light the way and burn through anything that stands in my way...
Friday, April 29, 2005
06:37 p.m.
Don't Panic
I missed part of class on Thursday morning. Traffic was extremely bad. It took me an hour and a half to get there when it normally takes me about thirty minutes. I'm betting it was caused by the rain from the previous night.
I plan to watch the Hitchhiker's Guide to the Galaxy tonight. The Hitchhiker's Guide is one of my favorite series of books. I read the first book back in elementary school and it had the weirdest humor that I had ever experienced before. Hopefully it'll be at least accurate to what was written.
Wednesday, April 6, 2005
11:23 p.m.
The dreaded coming of tomorrow begins anew. How heavy the heart sits as I sit here pondering about the upcoming day. Anger fills me and I want to lash out at everything and nothing at the same time, but I know better. I must save the enraged fire for the right time. The time to unleash the fires within and burn all that stands in my way. I will be waiting for that time...
Sunday, April 3, 2005
09:48 a.m.
Wrestlemania
Today is Wrestlemania! I will actually be participating in this show because it will be at Staples Center in LA. A group of friends bought tickets last year and we have been waiting for this moment. "Pro Wrestling" has been what I call "stupid fun" ever since I first started watching Hulk Hogan's Rock N' Wrestlin' since I was a little kid.
Speaking of wrestling, I once again hold the "OC Extreme Championship" or the "Tilden Crown" or whatever we call our little championship belt. We hold these video game get-togethers every so often. One of the games we play is Smackdown vs Raw on the PS2. One of my friends got a fake belt and the winner gets to keep the belt until someone takes it from him. Chris also got a taste of the gold last night.
Yesterday we played basketball. I've been able to get 5 people now for two bball meetings. It was pretty fun even though we didn't get to play full court. I think I'm better at half court anyways because I'm such a lazy player. I was shooting extremely streaky and will need to work on that. Anyways, it is time to get up.
Wednesday, March 30, 2005
12:39 a.m.
Wow, I am actually updating this thing. I havn't type in it for awhile since I went to watch Sky Commander and World of Crap. This weekend will be an interesting one. Friday, we will be planning to watch Sin City. We may postpone this until Saturday night, but I actually got a lot of people to play bball for Saturday morning/afternoon. Hopefully we'll be able to get some good games in.
Anger besets the mind. It will be the fuel for the fire that drives the soul. Sometimes you feel down when your goal cannot be reached, but instead I will turn utter despair into burning rage. Rage will drive me. I will not give in to any dark, brooding depression. The fires of anger will lead to a new rebirth. This week is a new beginning. I will crush the resistance.
Saturday, September 18, 2004
02:08 a.m.
We saw Elizabeth Berkeley today at Century City while watching Sky Captain!
Saturday, July 31, 2004
02:14 a.m.
I've been watching a whole lot of Legend of Condor Heroes 95 recently. My friend helped me get the VCD set from Canton when he went to China. It's one of my favorite tv series when I was a kid and it brings back a lot of memories. I'm almost done with the series. I think I just finished watching episode 14 today.
I've been playing a lot of Warcraft 3 lately. It's one of those games that I don't play a lot for a really long time and then I come back and play it a lot. What's funny is that I don't really play the normal game, but I play the custom maps that people create for the game.
UCLA is one of those places that's the same, but changes a lot. I went back to UCLA this week. There was a bone marrow donation drive thing. I think they call it a stem cell drive now. They don't really take your stem cells there, but they just do a blood test and see if you're a match fo someone who needs it. I didn't participate in this, but Vu did. More power to him, but I'm just not into this since I don't think I want to donate my stem cells to anyone right about now. I might change my mind in the future, but I don't think I should get tested if I'm not going to donate anyways.
I went to the arcade the other night with da bung. I havn't been to that arcade in awhile. Actually, I havn't been to any arcade in a long, long time. It was pretty fun. I've also started my own shoutcast radio server. It's not always on, but now I can do my radio broadcasting stuff whenever I want. The only problem is finding listeners when it's one of those radios that isn't always up. Well, that's all for now. It's time to sleep.
Tuesday, July 13, 2004
07:39 p.m.
Hrmm... I'm finally nearly done with the oscilloscope. Just need to cut off the wire leads and solder in two more things. One is the power so that's the finishing step.
I'm still waiting for the stupid college replies. I hope they give me some kind of answer soon. I don't really have anything to talk about in this area of my life. I'm pretty much just waiting.
I havn't played much tennis the last few weeks. Back to once a week or maybe twice if I'm lucky. It seems that most people have switched to a Monday/Wednesday tennis schedule and I'm not one of those people. I'm guessing that tennis will end up like basketball where I just won't be able to play when everyone else is playing. I guess I'm just not a sports person. I was trying to get a basketball game going, but weird things just happen to stop that as well. The first time was diseases and the second time was just a lack of people who wanted to play. Three seems to be my not-so-lucky number. That's the amount of people I can get to participate in any sport.
Thursday, July 1, 2004
11:48 p.m.
Hrmm.. I havn't written in this thing for awhile now. I don't even remember what was the last thing I wrote when this journal thing was at oksoda and that wasn't too long ago. The good thing is that I saved the text so I can always look it up, but I really don't feel like it right now.
Anyways, I say Spiderman 2 at midnight on Tuesday or maybe it's considered Wednesday by then. It was a great movie and I got some Spidey foam fingers. I plan on giving one away.
Today I hung out with Vu. We were just chilling and ate out at California Chicken Cafe. It was a place we used to frequent during our contract with Symantec. We went to a closer one, but I think the potatoes were better at the one closer to Symantec. There was something in the food because we were really, really sleepy after eating it. Of course, the sleep didn't kick in until we visited Brandon at Anime Gamers. That place needs to turn up the air conditioning.
I finally got the paperback verison of "The Lone Drow." It's a book that I've been waiting for since a few months ago. The hardback version came out awhile ago. It's the second book in a trilogy that I've been reading. The first book was pretty good, but I didn't want to spend the money for a hardcover version. I'm going to reread the first one before I start reading the second. It should be good.
Friday, May 28, 2004
10:02 a.m.
The return to pitas!
